Analysis Games!

Analisis mmorts yang pernah aku main.

Selalu juga baca comparison Dota 2 vs LoL, LoL vs HoN, HoN vs Dota 2 dan sebagainya. Tetapi mungkin tak ramai yang main dan mendalami ketiga-tiga game untuk menceritakan kesemuanya.

Kebiasaannya, kalau jadi hakim pun, kita kene dengar semua pihak baru kita boleh beri kesimpulan, so tak adillah kalau kita dengar sebelah pihak dan judge ikut yang kita minat/tahu sahaja.

Okay, so aku played Dota lama dah, and masa tu, ada berura-ura dengar HoN nak keluar, so masa tu hari sekolah rasanya kalau tak silap. Hari Selasa if I’m not mistaken. So masa tu aku balik sekolah, dia kata nak release beta keys pukul 2, tapi masa tu ramai gila yang spamming refresh website tu sampai overload. Aku antara 200 orang terawal kot yang buat account dalam HoN tu, and yang paling unique id aku ada satu huruf tunggal je, ‘I’. Macam Death Note, mamat tu L kan, ha ni I. And masa tu adalah dua tiga kawan nama dia E, Z dgn L. Aku main HoN masa tu buat season ke dua rasanya. Masa 1st time main HoN dulu, masa main dekat international server, sebelum dorang ban SEA players sebab nak allows Garena take over SEA region. So I am not new in HoN and I maybe one of the oldtimers in HoN. And yes, apart from the new heroes 2 years back, I probably mastered all of them since when I played HoN back then, heroes semua free, takde sistem jual beli lagi masa tu.

And tengah-tengah HoN meletup, Riot keluarkan LoL serentak (ke awal atau lambat sikit, tak ingat). Juga pakai Garena. Tapi LoL i never tried the international version. Memang Garena je sediakan as platform. So I never know. And LoL i admit it is kinda hard to grasp at first. Tapi bila ada basic Dota dan HoN, LoL is unbelievably easy. So yeah, I used to have a level 40 accounts on primary Garena account which kene ban sebab maphack Dota 1. And after that I only played until level 10 on new account and juga, i forgot password (urgh!!) and then I created a super new account lagi level 5. Duh. So I am experienced dalam LoL juga tapi tak advanced sangat lah.

And tak lama sangat lepas HoN keluar, Dota 2 diperkenalkan, dan special few je selected untuk dapat Beta Keys. And aku antara players2 yang terawal jugak dapat Beta Key, and dah main masa gambar semua kartun gila. Tapi masa tu calibration graphic dia macam too high for my PC, so I tak main sangat Dota 2 walaupun dapat early access. And yeap, sekarang I am very active in Dota 2 and played almost 3k games with almost 4k total hours spent in Dota 2. And I involved in competitive scene dekat Dota 2, so I guess you can call me pro (since definition for pro is involving with competitive something, and able to gain money, you could call me that).

So ni nak cerita.
Aku bukan bias, tapi aku rasa Dota 2 game paling best and bagus antara tiga ni. Kenapa?

HoN
Pengalaman aku main HoN, MMR aku id I tu, sebelum kene rombak balik nama kene lebih 5 huruf oleh Garena tu, aku punya PSR (public skill ratings kalau tak silap) 1.7 nak masuk 1.8. And usually, dalam 1.8+ is very skilled players, so I guess I am advanced players in HoN. So you could trust my judgment. Dalam HoN, usually kalau nak senang menang, kitorang always go 4 adc 1 support je. tak payah balanced sangat, 5 adc pun boleh menang. Usually, kalau dua2 team lawan, kalau PSR sama and balanced, team yang lebih banyak adc senang gila menang. lima2 adc pun easy. And kalau ada support, support life kat HoN memang superbly sakit. Jangan harap nak survive lama. Stress adalah. Tapi tak dinafikan, graphic HoN memang paling lawa dan cantik antara tiga2 game ni. Sedap mata pandang.
So masalah 1 : ADC overpowered. takda balancing yang bagus.
masalah 2 : server HoN usually banyak maintenance, and kene pulak hari2 cuti biasa. stress aku. time cuti dua minggu, 3 hari pertama dah maintenance. haiz.
masalah 3 : sejak dia buat heroes limited everyweek, pernah kene semua hero free support, aku bukan jenis suka beli. habis gg semua game minggu tu.
masalah 4 : player HoN sekarang dah berkurangan, nak dapat game punyalah payah. Matchmaking berkurun lama. Time end senang gila.
masalah 5 : hotkey tak boleh resetting. ergh-_-
masalah 6 : boleh concede. amende ni, ajar orang senang give up. duh

banyak lagi actually, malas nak fikir. So I quit HoN. Good game, good memories. Thanks for it.

LoL
Pengalaman main LoL, paling aku stress. Kalau kau banyak duit, beli lah points and then unlock hero imba2. Item pulak mengarut punya imba, ada boleh beli reincarnation punya item, pastu awal2 barang critical, lepas upgrade-upgrade jadi lifesteal (wth?) and TAK BOLEH DENY!!! aaaaaa so skill kau macam limited gila, tak banyak bende kau boleh buat. no creep stacks, no pulling, tak banyak tactical, banyak direct gameplay. so there’s no fun. Yang best, ada item gain gold tanpa farm. and kalau kau ada duit lagi, boleh spend dekat masteries tambah regen armor dan sebagainya. Totally imba, macam blackshot. Kau ada duit, beli barretta ke apa, armor seratus layer. kebal maximum. ergh. malas explain panjang. Good game jugak kalau dah fedup dengan Dota. Banyak girls dalam game ni, so sesuai bagi lelaki yang single memanjang. Kahkahkah. Tapi aku enjoy jugak main game ni. Senang nak stomp people. Tak fedup sangat asyik kene deny dan sebagainya. As long as you know your role, beli item yang sesuai, good coordination, you can win teamfights easily.

Dota 2
Pengalaman main dota 2 ni tak banyak beza dari dota. Cuma logic dari setiap sudut, graphical, dan histories dia pun best. To be honest, game ni antara paling balance. Takde hero yang overpowered. Kalau ada pun, kejap je. Lepas tu kene nerf. Memang dijaga ah kualiti game dia, so jangan bising banyak updates. Dah musim ni hero ni kuat, kau melalak. Dia buat update kasi dia kurang kuat, melalak jugak. Amende kau nak actually? duh. Tapi yes, Dota 2 punya gameplay memang tactical and strategical. Malas explain panjang, since dia punya game tak banyak kurang, and very good.
Cuma keburukan dia, semua players dalam team main peranan. Takde yang terlepas. So kalau sorang buat silap, boleh affect satu team. So jangan harap nak jadi Dreamplayers kalau asyik buat silap. And tak ramai girls enjoy dota, since gameplay dia ganas. heroes2 mana ada comel2 macam LoL, kebanyakan gore looking and monstrous. Tapi bagi yang minat challenge, yang minat never give up, yang minat tactical, yang mahir strategy, yang rasa dia layak main RTS sebenar, boleh try dota. Players2 dari HoN dgn LoL kebanyakkannya dah lari ke Dota 2, since server yang dia offer banyak gila, and ramai gila players Dota 2 sekarag, so match making wont actually that long times to find.

To those yang rasa aku side sangat dengan Dota, memang. I’ve spent longest time in this game sejak I found the quality. totally balanced game, and takde istilah ada duit, kuat. takde. Kau ada duit, takde duit, kalau noob, noob jugak, kalau power, alhamdulillah.

tl/dr : dota 2 > lol > hon (maaf, hon punya jumlah players paling kecil, tak syok main tak ramai orang ni)

Anagrams and Puzzles

Puzzle

This is a memoire of the divinity,
Unveilling the truth of my hidden dreams!
This is a trivia, solve it and you’ll see.
Vividly as we proceed,

As for the starting,
The sentence consists of words,
Five as I counted,
The first word is the clone of ‘ill’,
But ‘hill’ is not the deal.

The second word,
The first three letters of ‘Yes’,
‘Over’ and opposites of ‘down’.

The third word,
Lies a secret,
Two lettered word,
Pronounced as the hunter of honey.

My, it is already the fourth word,
The fifth month in the calendar,
Just without an alpha,
Or the first word could be true.

Fifth,
And you shall see,
Friends and bee,
If combined, you’ll get these,
Lovebirds always use this,
Referring to the Juliet of the century.

See as I see, Feel as I feel, Seek what I seek,
And you’ll think like a a great detective.
Unveiling the request,

For my journey of serial quests,
Quest for love,
Quest for dream,
Quest for all the truth.

 

Anagram

TOLONGHIM

It’s an anagram. Read carefully and try to figure it out.

(Anyway anagram is word that has been assembled.)

It’s a one thing I seek,
For the brave or the weak,
To descend upon the darkness,
And something will guide us,

At the time werewolf is sick,
This clue will do the trick,
So, unrevealing the power of the Deity,
What is the answer for the thing that I seek?

 

 

My Collection of Poems

I used to write poems alot back then, and I remembered how much fun is it, knowing that sometimes people do enjoy your work.. Here goes mine. Anyway I wrote it years back then, so I probably made some grammatical sins which I rarely make. Heh

The Friends Path.

Now isn’t a time to fear,
Until all of this is clear.
Resisting the force of the peers.

Silhouette of the night will blind your path,
You are going to suffer a wrath,
And become a monster,
Hideous and ugly creature,
I know a cure,
Rotten but so pure,
A way to survive the curse,
Hush, it’s not the worst.

Hey, I am here beside you,
Anything cannot harm you,
Not even a scratch,
Not even a flash,
And I shall once again,
Hold you even I suffers the pain.

In the beautiful heaven up above,
Lies the bold Warrior of Love,
Yet waiting for the beloved.

 

The Circle of Life

All those things in the world,
So much that everything have their own purpose,
Yet we could not understand,
In the reality that we are living,
Quality of the outside is the only thing we seek,
Inside of it, we never bother to look and feel,
Not to mention the true purpose of it.

Why do people wonders, but never seek,
How do God creates things even though it look dull and plain,
Yet it carries a meaning, a reason for its existence.

Yes, we might never wonders of it,
Only the one with the mighty mind will bother to think,
Until someone discovers it, it would be too late to bother.

Could we be the one,
And the only generation to seek,
Not the quality, but the purity of a soul,
Not the look, but the inside of a soul,
Only then we will realise,
The thing we have lost, gone from our life.

Seeing is believing, that isn’t true
Even though we couldn’t hear it, doesn’t mean its not the truth
Even though we cannot feel it, never give up on believing.

Merely a sample, our life is,
End of something would be the starting of another.

 

Arigatou Senpai

Teacher,
I am trying to be grateful,
But not a great fool.

Teacher,
I would like to confess,
That you are the best.
I know I am nobody to judge,
But this is my own right,
To carve my own plight.

Teacher,
It would be dearest to me,
If you only stay and never leave,
If you only stay and keep teaching,
Even though not too much, just a little bit.

Teacher,
You made me feels like home,
You made me feels safe and sound,
When I thought I am the only one here,
Who keep holding the tears,
Of being labelled as foreigner.

I have to say,
Thank you and farewell,
It’s been a short period of time,
But it’s been a glorious month in my life.

Thank you, for everything.

 

My Five Dearest Angels

Dear Angel of Time,
You had shown to me,
What is it to be,
Someone who appreciated every moments,
Someone who enjoyed every bit of memories,
You are,
My forever friend, indeed.

Dear Angel of Life,
You had shown to me,
What is it to be,
Someone who cherish every moments passing,
Someone who braved through all the hardship,
You are,
My glorious friend, indeed.

Dear Angel of Love,
You had shown to me,
What is it to be,
Someone who is friendly,
Someone who is caring and loving,
You are,
My beloved friend, indeed.

Dear Angel of Tears,
You had shown to me,
What is it to be,
Someone who isn’t afraid of crying,
Someone who can rise from the bottom,
You are,
My sadness friend, indeed.

Dear Angel of Death,
You had yet to come,
To invite and greets me,
After everything that happened,
After everything that yet to come,
You are,
My future companion, indeed.

 

if you made it this far, thank you for reading..! ~mashiro

 

My Hot Friends

Hi so today I want to talk about my hot friends. What I meant by hot here is the popularity they gained via all sources available, for example the social media, at schools, amongst friends, amongst enemy, amongst teacher, even in the whole Kajang. Damn!

So, let us say.. my hot friends are actually a couple, so let’s give them name, so at least if they read this, they doesn’t feel anything, because maybe what I am about to type is really touchy or just vicious as it is. So shall we call the, Afyna and her boyfriend Alephy. Alright, so I have to describe them first before we can get into the main story.

Afyna is a beautiful looking girl, with slim body shape and fairly long hair, her 3 numbers from top is probably 32 27 30, they are not really big haha but she is still adorable! She is very understanding, mature in thinking, comes from rich family, but sometimes it’s hard for her to grasp what people are talking about, because she is kinda slow. And very manja. Blergh.

Alephy, in another word, is a vicious emo looking guy. But, talking about emo, past me shares his side. Long haired, good english speaker, very talented in playing guitar, also a great gamer, not really tall, just about my heights, and a very loyal friends. 

to be continued

Photo Cloud

To be honest I really had no idea where to go to upload my high quality pictures so I just put it here as a photo cloud so whenever I need em I can take em from here.

Oh btw Meera, if you want the picture feel free to click on em to enlarge them, and then right click em and click ‘Save As’! :D

HeaderSha

Comeback

It’s been a while since my last post here, and I felt really empty, yeah I must be until I finally opened this whole up pile of shit I was forced to do.

To be honest, I was just trying to express something that buckles up in this little heart of mine, something I guess I was never able to do, something that keeps me asphyxiated especially when I think of it.

My to do list perhaps was written by some devil, cause the truth is losing a best friend, or maybe someone whom you thought were your so called ‘best friends’. Yeah, the world will never be what I expected, that is the truth I have to embrace, but it’s hurt.

Yah, most people running around saying “It doesn’t hurt that much compared to those in Gaza at the moment suffering family/friends losses” yeah bruv but you don’t have to go that far to compare! I mean, look as I see, feel as I feel!

Or yeah, then what’s the point of coming here, heh? What’s hurt more, when people whom you really loved with all your life (not including your parents, of course, the marriageable one I am talking about) just talk to you, or at least get in touch with you if he/her has problem/troubles? I guess that’s not really working for me, that’s could be categorized as a toying with other’s feeling. Unless you really mistook me as your diary.

Only if you have something to tell, or at least to spit something beyond honesty just because I am there, and I always will. I think this is the second time I stuck in this dark abyss, this black hole of life, this love void, this eternal punishment, to be treated nicely and then to be thrown away the seconds you are starting to make moves.

And the saddest part is, it’s all happening while I am losing everything, losing faith in my friends, losing friends, losing best friends, and foolishly telling myself “I am so gonna be alright, keep up that fake smile.” The truth is, as everybody knows, the most laughable friends are actually the one who held the most pain.

And now, I am sitting, silently, helplessly, pondering over my life, wondering who is going to stand by my side.

Who to follow on Facebook, Twitter or Instagram!

Okay guys, It’s me again, and sorry for the late blog updates. It’s been awhile since I logged in my diaries but I have a lot to shares. Personally, I have been asking myself, “In our life, we have to follow the Prophet and God… Considering that they are bringing us to the right path.. What about in internet? Who should we follow?” I mean, it is not like the ‘internet-prophet’ or something, but just people that we follow in the internet to get starting around, to know the trends, to be more knowledgeable in the internet.

Let’s start with Facebook.  First of all, as a muslim, we should follow “I love Allah” page, followed by “I love Muhammad”. They create many statuses that injects a positive responses that may affects our daily life. Secondly, as a fellow Malaysian, we should follow “Prime Minister Dato’ Seri Najib” page and the opposition leader “Dato’ Seri Anwar Ibrahim” page. The purpose is to let us know better about the current political issues in our country, and by following both of the government and opposition leader. About the religion and politic, we can follow some Ustaz, for example, “Ustaz Azhar Idrus”.

On Twitter, there’s not much to follow, because I don’t really use it and I don’t know, but for example, I would follow Malaysian’s icon for example our own Prime Minister, the Opposition Leader, and some daily islamic quotes!

I don’t use Instagram much so I don’t have any recommendation, plus I don’t think Instagram is a good social networks anyway, since for pictures, Facebook and Twitter already have both functions. I think, that’s all I can simplified for today, since I am not much into Twitter and Instagram, I have to apologizes for the short and short fills on both social networks.

 

A great holiday!

One day, I was travelling on a boat. I was travelling on a Japanese ship to Japan, for my great holiday. Mind you, I am a detective-wanna-be. I always fans of Sherlock Holmes, and this is the best holiday of my life, since I was able to meet someone, who can impersonate Sherlock Holmes accurately with his great deduction and flawless reasoning. For some reason, I walked around the cabin at one particular night, enjoying the breeze. 

Suddenly, I heard someone screaming. I rushed to the voice, and saw the captain of the ship, with a pale look on his face, looking at the empty space on table. He mutters somewhat sounded unclear, “Wh-wh-who did this.. wh-who to-took my wa…tch? My-my-my ring?” I looked at the table, beneath the table, nearby the table. No signs of watch and ring. Suddenly, the guy, Mr. Conan Edogawa came. He asked, what kind of ring, what gem on it, what brand of watch, and how it was missing. 

The captain, murmured.. Diamond, Rolex.

My, that is a hell of valuables! This case is getting interesting. I looked at Conan, wondering what he is up to. He suddenly went outside, and after few minutes, he brought a five men to the Captain’s Cabin. He said, he went to every department, and grabbing the missing person from each section as a suspects. Conan said.. “Now, I need to know your alibi for the last 45 minutes!” 

The Phillipino cook (in a heavy overcoat) : I was in fridge room getting meat for cooking.

Hmm.. no wonder anyone cannot see him, he was alone in the fridge. If THAT’S was true.

The Indian Engineer (with a torch in hand) : I was working on generator engine.

Yeah, yeah. Engine. What’s need to be working on? Too suspicious.

The Srilankan seaman: I was on the mast correcting the flag which was upside down by mistake.

What?? Was it? I didn’t realised. I have to check it later if it were fixed or not.

The British Radio officer: I was messaging to company that we are reaching next port 72hrs. from now, on Wednesday morning at 1000hrs.

Wait.. That’s very near to the captain’s cabin. Most suspicious guy I say.

 

The French navigation officer: I am on night watch, so sleeping in my cabin. 

Oh, but then why no one can’t see you? You had a private cabin do ya?

After a hard thinking, I pointed to the Indian Engineer. You sir, are the thief! Hand me the valuables! But it turns out, he didn’t have it. I glanced at Conan, he was watching as I deducing the thief, and smiling. I did body checks on all of them, and no one of them had the valuables. I was furious! So which one is the thief? After a while, Mr. Conan said.. “Sigh, Nicko. You can’t deduce well, do ya?”

“There is only one truth. MR SRILANKAN SEAMAN, YOU ARE THE THIEF!”, he pointed at the seaman.

“Why, why me..?!” 

“Tell us, Nicko, in which ship we are traveling.” “We are in a big, metal ship?.. Oh wait, JAPANESE SHIP!” 

“True, therefore, Japanese flag, which is red dot in centre of white flag, is the same even though it’s upside down. So, please return the valuables or I have to apprehend you now, seaman.” And thus, the case was closed. I was very impressed! But there’s one thing bothering me. Why I am not in one of his suspect list? “Because.. I saw a stained mark on behind of your coat, just below the shoulder. Your bottom is very exquisite. I might suggest, you have a bad backbones due to recent surgeries, and therefore you can’t run very fast, or even bows too low. And in this type of ship, they uses short tables, which is very low and therefore must be hard for you to reach it. And plus, you were the first one to arrive, which mean you didn’t have much time to hide it, or you won’t bother hiding. That’s when I noticed your watch, a custom made Pelican, which is more reliquary and expensive than the captain’s Rolex. I don’t think your were the criminal.”

I was dumbfounded. That was a great deduction, no mistakes at all. Even there is nothing special in the whole holiday, this moment of thrilling criminal’s catching is truly a great experience to deal with! 

Why dog is called a ‘man’s best friend’?

Dog is so-called ‘man’s best friend.’ I always wondered why.

Well, here’s a lyrics from a song I’ve found.

 

 

Pain that won’t heal,

Sadness you feel, 

Smiles with hearts’ bitterness that replaced,

‘I’ll never smile again, I’ll never let love in again’,

Don’t ever say such things to me,

A future we cannot see,

All happening meant something in story,

In time the clouds will clear away,

So just please, stay with me!

Who are we, to pass through you?

That answer will find you someday.

-Taken from Bleach OST

D’technolife – UVERWORLD

 

Unless any of you can’t understand it, I will summarize what does the song tell us.

The song meant a situation, where someone you regards as your best friend trying to console you for things that happens in your life. For instance, when you faces bad situations, you are in troubles, you have problems, when you are in pain or such sadness, do you have that one true friend that will stay by your side?

True enough, a human best friend, no matter how good is him/her, they won’t be able to stay by your side all the time, because you, me, everyone of us, is imperfect. But there is a creature that can be regarded as a best friend, yet will stay by your side all the time. That creature is a dog.

I heard one time, a man had a dog. This man kept the dog for 6 years as his companion, since his wife died of cancer. This dog helped him fetched his mail, helped him on simple house chores (getting his remote tv, guard the house, take out the thrash), accompany him to the park, followed him to supermarket, and almost by his side 24 hours a week. One day, the man had a bad fever, and his dog was barking unusually. This causes the neighbour to get irritated and came over, and since the dog won’t stop barking, the neighbour peered over the window, only to find out the man had a stroke. He called an ambulance and saved the man’s life in time, for if he was late by 25 minutes, that man is a goner. Anyway, the dog stayed true and grew old with the man. And one fine day, the man died of old age, and was buried next to his wife. The dog, with sadness filled in his eyes, stayed near the grave without foods and drinks and eventually died beside his master’s grave.

I found it really heart touching since I had a cat, and my cat won’t even come if I call him. And only comes if I am holding their foods. What a selfish cat.

 

My first day in college.

Everything was dark..

Everything was gloomy..

I was left with my only faithful companion, which is Sir Adler,

to journey to this new ground.

This story begins like this. My old residents were crushed, burnt, and I had to flee to the new place. The first time I arrived at this place, Sir Adler and I observed the new grounds. There was a gateway, a huge gateway. Sir Adler observed at the old plaque, it had a carving on it. An italic words which spells out U N I T I was the only one left from the old ruins. It’s okay, it’s look like no one inhabits this place for a long time. 

Sir Adler and I proceed cautiously, for the enemy may be lurking around for the opportune moment to catch us off-guard. I was tired due to the long journey, and I had to rest any time sooner or my legs will fall off. After a long walk, we finally reach a deserted small town. This place was called UV (abbreviations for UNITI village) and the population is very small. I went to the reception, and registered us as the residents under fake name, to hide the fact the we were hiding here. We registered under Nick and Adli, which sounds like common country name. We had to carry our luggage to our room, what horrors! So inconvenient! I am a king! Why should I carry my own luggage? There should be a bellboy to help us, but since this town is deserted, it is very hard to pay for workers. Well, at least that explains the broken toilet and sink. I had trouble suiting myself to this humble apartment.

Nonetheless, it is a very good hideout for the time being. I attended the school as a brilliant disguise. Well, my first day wasn’t very bad. I came to a deserted place, encountered a strange looking old man, dealt with broken toilet and sink, enjoyed a very unsatisfactory dinner, joined a dull commotion about keeping safety amongst the livelihood and went to study as disguised at some ancient looking village called K.U which stands for Kolej UNITI, and then gathered a merry group of young talented man, the knights of round tables, which I state here as their undercover name. Arham, Fadzli, Adnin, Gawan, Hamdan and Zul. But nevertheless, I have to stop writing now. It is getting very dark, and I am writing this memoire in case I won’t make it through the year living here. I’ll write more if anything special happened.